Squeaky Pillows

parsely, sage, rosemary, and thyme

2009-10-10T09:31:45Z

can someone truly love another only loving with half their heart?

Oh July...LJ it has been awhile.

2009-07-26T21:47:02Z

she gets jealous.

love.

I think its amazing how shitty somethings are and how awesome others can be. I have no idea when or where I'll get my next check from but I just had the best 16 days ever.

dropkickashly @ 2009-06-27T01:31:00

2009-06-27T06:31:39Z

its about that time

dropkickashly @ 2009-05-24T19:47:00

2009-05-25T00:54:57Z

'just make sure i get my extra side of pizza sauce with my balls in your mouth.'

a guest told me that last night. at the time it wasn't funny.
by july 1st i want a new full time job.

i found the most perfect house for liz and i to move in to, its a green house. we just need 489,000$ and life would be near perfect.

dropkickashly @ 2009-05-17T18:49:00

2009-05-17T23:49:59Z

i heard this somewhere, it stuck -- Love that we can not have is the one that last the longest, hurts the deepest and feels the strongest.

i picked up a thrid job; just once a week.

2009-05-14T03:12:04Z

everything you want.

lj 4eva!

2009-05-01T08:52:39Z

i deleted facebook for two reasons-- i am sick of hearing about family matters, mainly my moms dating life and his need to send me things and seeing people call it fb. then i deleted my myspace because deleting facebook was so much fun.

apparently my parents should be able to front 26,00$ towards my schooling... funny. thats what it will basically cost for me to go to school.

since i've got nothing to look forward to anymore here and my boss fucked me over BIG TIME i'm going to think about other options like moving to austin at the end of summer.

dropkickashly @ 2009-04-30T02:05:00

2009-04-30T07:05:49Z

paris was paris, it was lovely.
i want to runaway with my dog and my best friend.

but now we'll never know

2009-03-31T03:01:58Z

what did i do? what am i doing?
i like to think i don't regret anything but that's not the case anymore.

i finally sat down to watch the mini series and first season of battlestar galactica; obsessed!!!
also, with skins too.

as far as translating comics into a web based idea outside of single strip webcomics or completely diminishing the integrity of art of what a comic is...this guy has a really neat idea:
http://balak01.deviantart.com/art/about-DIGITAL-COMICS-111966969

hearing my mom talk about her divorce is so strange, i wonder how much she's not telling me about how she feels.

blue prints.

2009-03-21T23:24:06Z

Today I am sure it'll work forever but I'll never tell. Not yet.

dropkickashly @ 2009-03-21T03:49:00

2009-03-21T08:36:33Z

with all the flying i do i am finally leaving the country...april 18-29th i'll be in paris.
then may 2-whenev i'll in fort myers for lizs' graduation!

i'm going to be beyond broke.

dropkickashly @ 2009-03-09T22:45:00

2009-03-10T03:48:29Z

working at the comic shop is by far the best job i've had yet.

and a boy sent me those

as well as a cute plate set!

dropkickashly @ 2009-03-05T08:16:00

2009-03-05T14:17:45Z

dropkickashly @ 2009-03-05T08:09:00

2009-03-05T14:10:02Z

im trying so hard to keep my composure.

dropkickashly @ 2009-02-24T09:45:00

2009-02-24T15:45:20Z

dropkickashly @ 2009-02-23T01:48:00

2009-02-23T08:13:28Z

i suck at staying in touch with people, mostly my family. I'm so good at ruining relationships and cutting off important people. today i realized how much this effects me.
i don't even know what this is or how it got here or where its going...actually i have a good idea on where it is going:

it all makes sense now...i don't know how i missed it...i thought it was stronger:

i'm so proud of him and i hope he remains in my life forever, through all this mess:

he's so angry and disappointed in me that i don't even know where to begin to fix it:

he needs to grow up and she gives me a reality check everytime we talk:

she still looks up to me, i haven't had the chance to disappoint her:

i am so worried for him....how did my brother do this to him:

i dont know how she is going to do it:

this one i worry about so much:

she is the bestest person and bestest friend i could ever ask for:

this is just the tip of my failing relationship ice berg. 2 points me.

dropkickashly @ 2009-02-21T03:56:00

2009-02-21T09:56:51Z

i wish my best friend lived with me or at least near me.

read this somewhere

2009-02-20T20:28:06Z

Someday, someone is going to walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else

dropkickashly @ 2009-02-17T19:44:00

2009-02-18T01:45:01Z

told ya so.

I'm not that same person I was four years ago.

2009-02-15T01:08:18Z

I can't wait for July.

Everything is amazing.

Hopefully Liz will come here soon, too.

I believe in love, I'm living in a bubble of love.

Happy ~~Valentines~~ Tiny Titans day! Aw yeah Titans!

happy 21st!

2009-02-14T04:47:53Z

i love you, yo!
wish i were there!

@:@@ today.

2009-02-10T20:54:09Z

the countdown begins.

dropkickashly @ 2009-02-01T05:03:00

2009-02-01T11:04:59Z

party in my room, again.
jordan loves me.

dropkickashly @ 2009-01-28T02:19:00

2009-01-28T08:09:36Z

Depending on my eligibility for finical aid this year i want this to be my last year in Chicago.
Setting that in stone right now, implying livejournal is stone like.

dropkickashly @ 2009-01-23T00:21:00

2009-01-23T06:22:27Z

i've reached a stalemate, in all aspects of my life.